Getting Back on Track
It is the last ten days of February and not only have I gone off plan...I lost the trail completely. I have had a lot on my plate and a lot of change in my professional and personal life. I knew that I did not like change but I had not realized how much change makes me feel insecure in my abilities. In the past, when I have felt insecure, I have wallowed in my food addiction. In the midst of my binge, I am in control. That is what triggers me...that perceived loss of control. I am in challenging but rewarding classes but I am not as secure in my studies as I want to be. My job has changed a bit and I have been been challenged to branch out in my position and make new connection. This introvert does not enjoy meeting new people so I feel uncomfortable and insecure. This has caused me to realized that I am more of a control freak than I realized. If I do not feel in control of the direction my life is going, be it professional, personal or educational, than I feel insecure in my abilitie...